and then the orbit changes. and for a moment, just a bright shiny moment, i feel loved. warm and happy. safe and secure. strapped in my carseat by a smiling happy face. endlessly, these orbits change and rechannel.
redirected and uncorrected, the world drifts. caught in the gravity of something it doesnt understand. circles within spirals. judgements without trials. unraveling. one thread at a time, i climb. endlessly. changing course. shedding remorse.
i have no regrets. i no longer hedge my bets. i am here and here is where i belong. no surrender. just tender flesh, infused with numeric songs that i can no longer translate, only relate.